i want to share a post-coital cigarette in bed with someone special (no i dont smoke, but still). i want to cut an apple or have someone cut an apple for me, in bed, late into the night. i want to be kissed on the forehead. i want to throw a tantrum at 4am and insist on driving down to holiday inn for a chicken club sandwich because i skipped dinner (or even if i didnt). i want to ramble away into the night about art. i want pretend to be listening to you while i stare into your eyes and think how crazy i am about you. i want a plain silver commitment band (no it so doesnt have to be from tiffany's) and i want a beach side wedding in goa. i want to wake you up in the middle of the night and tell you how much i love you. and i want to slap you if you woke up me like that. i want you.