what if i am not clever? what if i dont look good? what if i am not a nice person? what if i hate people i am supposed to love? what if i am mean? what if i am rude? what if i cant spell? what if i wish bad things should happen to some people? what if i am ruthless? what if i can not do anything right?
It's (a part of) what makes you different from the rest of the two-dimensional card-board cut-outs out there.
All of that having been said I think a list of all the negatives is hardly fair. There's a lot I have seen of you here on this blog that tells me that there are a whole lot of characteristics that you seem to have missed out. And a lot of them would not be debatable questions but cold hard facts.