The new found energy is a surprise to me too. Didn’t know I could be so geared up and charged up. Ambition at its peak. The drive is on full swing. Barely sleep. Things are going to be different very soon. Am excited, but also a bit disturbed. Is this what I wanted? I also know how stubborn I can be. Its either everything or nothing at all. Always. Its childish. But I think with my heart. I know I am pushing the envelope. I am getting extremely impatient with people. They should allow one to shoot incompetent fools. I mean, its ok to, na?
While work is on in full swing, the personal life… doesn’t exsist. It just doesn’t. what to do?
current music: pink floyd
3 days of supreme bliss in goa. did exactly what is my idea of a fun weekend in goa. everything. beer. breezers. diaquiris. sangrias. grilled fish. smoked fish. fries. fruits. apple cinnamon icecreams. flirting with strangers. flirting with non-strangers.
now am back to this bombay. this is exactly how i feel:
Two weeks away feels like the whole world should have changed,
But I'm home now,
and things still look the same.
I think I'll leave it 'til tomorrow to unpack,
Try to forget for one night that I'm back in my flat.
On the road where the cars never stop going through the night,
To a life where I can't watch the sun set.
I don't have time.
I don't have time.
I've still got sand in my shoes,
And I can't shake the thought of you.
I should get on, forget you.
But why would I want to?
I know we said goodbye,
Anything else would have been confused.
But I want to see you again.
Tomorrow's back to work and down to sanity,
Should run a bath and then clear up the mess i made before i left here.
Try to remind myself that i was happy here,....
A most poignant and brilliant film. One of the saddest and most complex films I have seen. Wang-Kar-Wai is brilliant. He captures both Buenos Aires and Hong Kong exceptionally well. The nuances are just perfect. A must see.
I thought I was different from Po-Wing. Turns out that lonely people … are all the same.